Part 10 - The Fame

Me

I woke up next morning, feeling so tired. But the first thing that came up in my head was Simone. Her name was stuck in my brain, it was impossible to get out. I didn't know what to do! I released myself from Bill's arms and then i walked out from our bedroom. I sat down in the kitchen, lost in my mind. What should i do? There must be something. I looked at the phone. I could call her, but she would probably just hung up on me. I knew she couldn't stand me. So i decided too talk with her, face to face. I could walk too her house, it wasn't very far away. I had to do it. I walked back to my and Bill's bedroom. He was laying down, but he wasn't sleeping. He saw me and smiled.

- Goodmorning, my little princess. How are you doing today?

- I'm fine baby. How are you?

- I'm great. He looked at me. You don't look very happy though. Is it mom?

I didn't answer. I felt stupid everytime he said mom or Simone. But he seemed to understand.

- I got it. He looked at me. Are you thinking about anything special right now?

- Well...i was thinking about going home too your mom and talk with her today. He looked at me, like i was some strange person that he had never seen before.

- Seriously? I don't think it's such a good idea. He didn't pay attention to me anymore, he was playing around with his hands.

- Bill baby, please. I have to do this. It's the only thing i can do to make your mom at least accept me!

- Yea...i guess so. When are you going?

- About an hour. Just gonna get ready.

- Okay.

He didn't say much more.

Bill

She walked out from the room. I felt weird! What was i suppose to do? Honestly, i didn't want her to go. She was such a sensitive subject. My mom hated when i talked about her. I layed down under the blanket. I knew that it wouldn't matter what i told her, she would go anyway. There was nothing i could do! Ah! I just wanted her to be with me right now, under the blanket and with no problems in the whole world. That would be amazing.

Me

I was ready to leave. I opened the door to our bedroom. Bill was laying under the blanket, breathing heavy. I pulled it away and leaned in to give him a hug.

- Bye baby. See you later. I gave him a small kiss, but he didn't answer it.

- Bye, he said quietly. He looked mad. I felt hurt and i ran out from the room and closed the door. I grabbed my shoes and my jacket and ran out from the house. Get yourself together, i tried to tell myself. But i was upset. I decided to run. I run all the way until i could see Simone's house. I carefully knocked on the door. She opened up and when she saw me, she looked surprised.

- What are you doing here? She said, not in a mean way but i could hear that she wasn't happy too see me.

- Please Simone, i just wanna talk. Just for a little while. She didn't look happy at all.

- Okay...for a little while, she said and i stepped in.

Bill

I was still in my bed, trying to not think about mom and her. But i couldn't think about anyhting else. What have you done? i said to myself in my head, so angry. They are probably fighting so much right now! How could you let her go? I tried to cover my ears with my pillow to not hear the angry voice, but it was all over me. Suddenly Tom walked in my room and asked me if i wanted to play a game with him. I said yes, just so he wouldn't think that i was doing something crazy. We started to play, but the only thing i could think about was mom and my baby. What were they doing right now?

Me

( 4 hour later )

I was on my way home. I felt a lot better now. We had talked and Simone didn't seem to know if she was going to like me or hate me, but i felt good. She accepted me now, which was the only thing i cared about. It was dark outside now. Bill and i always slept until the day was almost over. Normally i liked the dark, but right now i just wanted to get home. So i was on my way home, singing Monsoon until i heard something behind me. Slowly i turned around.

There was about 5 people behind me, i couldn't see if it was boys or girls. But they were all dressed in black. I turned around again and i started to walk a little faster. They were not out to get me, i knew it. But i realized that they were walking faster now to. I didn't like this. I moved faster, so did they. What was happening? I was starting to get panic. The people behind me walked faster and faster all the time. Soon i could hear them just a few steps behind. I could here someone saying; "It's her...." now i got panic for real. I couldn't help it. I started to run. So did they. I knew that they were after me now. I ran for my life, but suddenly someone grabbed my hair, pushed me down on the ground and i could see the blood on my hands. All the people started to hit me, kick me and i screamed. They started to kick my stomach and i felt so scared. They were going to kill my baby! I tried to protect it, but they started to hit my face and i could feel warm blood all over me. But suddenly they just run away. I couldn't move. I couldn't get up.

I knew that i wouldn't make this. I looked straight up in the sky. When i layed down there i could only think about one person.

Goodbye Bill, i love you...i said to myself in my head until everything turned black.