Part 8 - The Fame

Bill

First i just started at her, with my mouth open a little bit. Then i realized that i looked like a jerk and closed it again. I also realized that i had to say something.
- Is it for real?
- Yes, Bill. It is for real.

Me

l saw a big smile on his face grow. He threw himself into my arms and hugged me. He lifted me up in the air and spinned me around over and over. We laughed. We sat down on the bed and he was so excited.
- So... this means... i'm going to be a father? he almost screamed.
- Yes, Bill. You're going to be the father to the baby i'm carrying.
He leaned over and started a long passionate kiss.
- I love you baby, he said. I couldn't be happier right now.
I took his hands.
- I love you too, don't you ever forget.
We started a huge make out session on the bed and it felt like we were teenagers again.

Bill

- We need to call everyone and tell, i said.
I was so excited. She invited all of them over for dinner; Tom, Jessica, Georg, Emelie, Gustav and Hannah.

We were standing in the kitchen together, cooking a huge dinner. Everytime we got the chance we turned our heads to each other and smiled, i knew in that moment that we both were so happy. Suddenly she splashed water at me.
- You little... i said and laughed.
I threw some cucumber pieces on her. I saw her shocked face and laughed. It all ended up in a big foodfight. While we were in the middle of throwing food on each other the doorbell rang. She went to the hallway to open for the guys. When they saw her and the messy kitchen they were surprised.
- Ey, guys. What have you been doing? Tom asked.
We giggled and hugged each other.
- Come and sit down, my girl said and lead the guys to the table.
We made home made pizza for dinner. She came closer to my ear, touched it with her lips and whispered;
- I can't wait baby, please let me tell them right now.
I nodded. I wanted to see their reactions too.
- Guys, let me tell you the important thing about this dinner.
I looked at her. The love of my life. So beautiful.

Me

I took a deep breath and said;
- I'm pregnant, with Bill's baby.
Everything went quiet. They looked at me and Bill. I wasn't sure if it was a positive or negative reaction. Suddenly they jumped up from the chairs, cheered out congratulations loud and hugged us tight.
- Oh darling, i'm so happy for you, Hannah said and kissed my forehead. Thanks god it was nothing else but this.
- Oh my, Bill really is in love, Tom said and grined.
Bill bashed Tom softly in his stomach.
- Let's eat now, i have terrible pizza cravings, i said and laughed.

Bill pulled me out in the hallway.
- We need to tell our parents too.
- Ofcourse i'll call them later.
He gave me a quick kiss.

I decided to call them as soon as the guys left. I know Bill's parents never liked the fact that i was younger than him, but i was hoping for them to be happy for us this time. I pressed the right number, waited for someone to answer...

- Hey Simone, i said and tried to sound friendly.
- Hey you, she said.
It was quiet for a while.
- Ehm, so how are you, i said to conversate?
- Pretty good.
- Well, i have something to tell you.
...
She didn't say anything. Crap. This was not going to be good.
- I'm pregnant... with Bill's baby.
She coughed in the telephone. Then she hung up on me.

Durch Die Nacht Mit Bill Kaulitz, Paris 5- 6.10.2010. EXCLUSIVE Behind The Scenes Pictures

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Part 7 - The Fame

Bill

l watched her sleep. It was the world's most beautiful thing to me. I saw her breath in and out, her green eyes were closed and her long black lashes were down. I could lay like this the whole day and just watch her.

Me

I woke up and Bill was smiling at me.
- Goodmorning darling, he said with his soft voice.
- Goodmorning baby, i said and smiled.
He started to nuzzle my neck softly. I felt happiness trough my whole body.
- Last night was amazing, he said.
I nodded and agreed. It really was amazing. We were laying there in our big bed with the morningsun shining trough our window and cuddling together. Suddenly i felt sick.
- Bill, i don't feel good.
- How are you darling?
He instantly sat up in bed, held his arm around me and looked worried.
- I feel like i'm going to throw up.
- Lay down baby, he said.
He started to stroke my hair.
- I'll go and make you some tea, he said.

I woke up later. I found a cold cup of tea on my nighttable. I watched the clock. I had been sleeping for hours. I turned my head around and found Bill. He was sleeping. Poor little thing, i bet he stayed up and waited for me to wake up. I kissed his forehead softly then i went to the bathroom. I felt like i just had my period or something. But it was a little bit different this time. I decided to call Georg's girlfriend, Emelie. Since she's a nurse she would know better about this than me. It was just a quick call, we didn't talk too many scentences.
- ... just make a test. It's better to do it and to have wrong than not do it and walking around with it without knowing. Good luck darling, she said.
I ran to the store, right away. It took one second for me to find the right thing. I ran back home and locked myself into the bathroom.

Bill

I woke up and she was not there. I thought that she maybe was at the bathroom. I stayed in bed and waited for her.

Me

Panic. Was i going to say it? I couldn't be quiet about it. He would notice after a while. I knew he was going to be happy. Maybe shocked, but at least a little happy. I was sitting in the bathroom and watched myself in the mirror. I looked so tired. My eyes were totally dead. My body was there, but not my mind. We've been living like this for many years now. We've been living with all the bad things that fame comes with; stress, constant control and people following us wherever we went. It was about to ruin us, our relationship. I loved him so much, i needed him more than anything in my life, he made me happy. I looked at a dead soul in the mirror.

Bill

She came back to our bedroom. I smiled at her but she gave me a serious face back. She took my hands.
- I've got something to say, she said.
I waited for her to say it. My heart raised and beated 100 times faster.
She looked away and them in my eyes again, took a deep breath and said:
- I'm pregnant.

8 awesome AVATARS - Bill Kaulitz Saturn Commercial

ANIMATIONS - Saturn Commercial

Video Of The Day - Week 43

Bill and Tom making fun of themselves, it's impossible not to love this, right!?

Pic Of The Day - Week 43

You remember last week? A singer and a sold out venue. What about this week then? A drummer and a filled out venue. Better? What do you think?

Bill Kaulitz & Alice Cooper Saturn Advertising Campaign - SCANS

Part 6 - The Fame

Me

It felt amazing when Bill and i finally walked out from that hospital. I was fine after the attack of the paparazzis and to be close to Bill again was the best feeling in the entire world. He held my hand really tight and he was walking as close as possible to me, i could feel his bodyheat. I loved it and i felt like i was walking in that dream the first time we met over again. He turned his head around to me all the time and smiled his absolutely most gorgeous smile. I couldn't help but to melt. He took me to the limousine which was going to take us home. We started to make out in the backseat and he touched me all over my body.
- Oh baby, i missed you terribly much, he moaned quietly.
I kissed him back, it was a long kiss filled with passion.
In the same moment as the limousine took the way into the center of the town Bill said;
- As you understand, we're not going home tonight. I have a little surprise for you and me, he said and looked extremly sexy.
- Oh really, my teddybear? i said and rubbed my nose against his.
- Really, he said and bited the tip of my nose playfully.

Bill

I had planned everything into the smallest detail, it was going to be perfect. When i saw her surprised but happy face when the limousine drove downtown i got happy too. My heart was warm and filled with love, for her only. We arrived to one of the best restaurants in the whole town. She smiled to me, looked so beautiful and said;
- This night can't get any better.
I thought to myself that ofcourse it was going to get better. A lot better.
We had a corner to ourselves, we sat there to late night, snuggled and cared more about each other than the food. First she stroked the inside of my legs under the table sneaky and lovefully but it was changed into a sexual touch after a while. She looked at me with a fire in her eyes. I have to admit that i was kind of turned on. I started to play with her fingers under the table, suddenly i stood up straight, pulled her with me and said;
- Come, i have something special for you.

Me

I love Bill's surprises. He has always something extra. The fact that he's doing it for me is amazing. We ran out in the chilly night hand in hand and jumped into the limousine. I started to touch him again, but surprisingly enough he took my hands away.
- Wait a second, my sexy bunny. Save what you've got.
I didn't understand what he was doing but i listened. It was kind of hard to keep my hands off him. I was so sexually attracted to him that moment. He kept looking at me with his special eye rape sight, which made me even more turned on.

Bill

We jump out of the car, everything was going perfect so far. I was so freaking horny of her touch, i have to say that i wanted her to touch me but it was even more fun tease her by telling her not to do it. I booked a hotel room, 5 stars, really nice. When she realized that we were by a hotel and not back home she jumped into my arms, i lifted her up and she kissed me all over my cheeks.
- I love you, Bill.
She looked better than ever.

Me

He was so horny, so were i. He pushed me into the hotel room, down on the bed. He started to take off our coats. Not many seconds later he was standing in front of me shirtless, so sexy. He leaned over me and tried to look for the zip on my dress.
- You're so damn hot in that dress, he said. I have to do you.
I was already wet and i was so in for it.
When i was lying in bed in underwear only he asked for me to take off his pants and underwear too. I crawled up onto him and started to stroke him between his legs, trough the pants. I could feel that he was so hard, already. He moaned quietly that he wanted me to hurry up. I took it a litte bit more slow, just to tease him that little extra bit. He was moaning louder and louder all the time. I pulled off his pants and started to touch his thing trough the pants. He was going crazy now and forced me to take them off. He unbuttoned my bra and pulled off my pants, rolled over, so he was on top of me and started to push himself into me. It felt so nice. I started to moan and he moaned back that he liked when i was making noise. Everything was perfect in the room. We were laying in a huge bed with nice sheets, the room was filled with roses and living candles all around us. Bill was a crazy animal.

Bill

I was working her really hard. I was getting harder and harder and i got a huge orgasm inside of her. She screamed my name and how good i was in pleasing her. We were both so sweaty but i think we both could agree about that this was the best sex we had in months. All the frustration just rinsed off us. We were laying there together, in each other's arms. I stroked her hair and she was laying on my chest.

Me

I loved to lay on his chest, feel him breath, hear his heart beat. I loved him, so much.

Part 5 - The Fame

Bill

My heart was beating like mad. It felt like i was going to pass out. What did i just do? The only thing i could see in my head was her crying and devastated face when i walked out from the door to the hospital. When i walked trough the hallway i could hear her cry. I don't really think i could hear her in reality but it was like her crying voice was being played in my head, over and over again. Deep inside i knew that i didn't want to do this. One part of my head said that it was better for her and that she would live happily but the other part said that she was going to cry, forever and ever. I was heartbroken and i was so stupid for doing what i just did. I walked out from the door, away from the terrible hospital, white walls, crying patients, panic...

Me

I could still not belive what he just did and said. I was shaking because i was crying so much. He said that he loved me but why did he leave me then? I couldn't understand a thing in that moment, the only thing i saw was the white walls and i felt like i was going to be here my whole life. Why would he do this? I kept asking myself over and over. Why would he do this? I couldn't understand.


I had fallen asleep, strangely enough. The smell of the sheets were not pleasant, the only thing they smelled was hospital and old people. I was tired. My head was filled up with everything but nothing. While i was half asleep i could hear someone come into the run. Nurses... Time for a control again i thought. I was too tired to lift my head.

Bill

What did i just do to myself? And the most important, what did i just do to HER? I had to do this. I started to run, passed doors with people, but i couldn't see her. Everybody was looking at me and a nurse even told me to slow down. But i didn't care atall. The only thing i wanted was her, i wanted to see her face. I ran into her room, and there is saw her little head lying on the pillow. So sweet and beautiful. I placed my hand on her shoulder.

Me

I felt somebody touching me, i turned my head around. I was so tired but when i saw who it was my mouth was wide open. His makeup was all over his face, he looked like a terrible, beautiful mess to me. He opened up his arms. He was crying. I fell in his arms. He stroked my back slowly while he whispered in my ear that everything was going to be okay. In fact he was the one who needed comfort, i never saw him cry as much as this time.
- I'm so sorry babygirl, he said.
I just hugged him and rubbed my nose against his softly.
- I'm so stupid. You know i don't want to have anything else but you. I don't know what i was doing. Can you forgive me?
I looked him deeply in his crying eyes and said:
- Ofcourse, i can forgive you. And don't you ever say that you're stupid.
I touched his lips, we started a kiss. After a while he told me that i had to rest because the day had been really crazy. I laied down in bed, he placed a chair next to it and sat down in it. He took my hand, started to play with my fingers. He sat there all night, while i was sleeping. I felt secure.

When i woke up next morning, i was happy. But still i wondered, why did Bill have to leave me? Even if it was short. When i looked in his eyes i could see some kind of uncertanity... and it scared me.

ANIMATIONS - Welcome To Humanoid City Tour

Song Of The Day - Week 42

Is it just me or does it feel like you just want to run after Bill & say 'Ofcourse i can save you' when you hear this song?

Video Of The Day - Week 42

Laughing my ass off right now. Think about 2 years ago, Bill's english was so bad. Today he's speaking like a pro compared to then. But still... his accent is sooo cute! 'Bjutiful'.

Pic Of The Day - Week 42

A singer and a sold out venue. Can a pic get any better than this? ♥ Don't think so!

Part 4 - The Fame

Me

I woke up, feeling completly horrible. My head was so heavy and i felt like i had lost my brain. I couldn't feel my legs. Were was i? I opened my eyes slowly. I was in a white room, it was cold and i was freezing. On a chair a few steps away from me sat Bill. He was so pale, he looked like he was more dead than alive. He was tired, i could see it. His hair was messed up and his clothes were dirty. But his eyes was wide open. He stared at me and his body just screamed out how worried he was.

- Bill? i said quietly, it scared me how lifeless he looked. But when i said his name, he immeditly came back to life. He run to the bed.

- Omg honey how are you? Are you okay? Talk with me! Are you awake? His hands were shaking.

- I'm okay baby! i said, i tried to calm him down. Were am i? Are you okay? He ignored the second question.

- We are on a hospital. You passed out last night...do you remember the paparazzis? They wouldn't let us go, not even when you fell to the ground. Fucking idiots. He looked upset.

- What did they do Bill? Are the other guys okay? And how are the girls doing?

- They are all okay. You were the only one to pass out. We were so worried, they are all out there. The paparazzis run after us, we couldn't escape from them. They are still outside the hospital, waiting for us...His voice died. I stroked his hand.

- It will be okay Bill, i promise...But i knew it wouldn't. And i didn't know what to say. But suddenly Tom walked into the room.

- Are you awake now? How are you doing sweetheart? He leaned over me, i could see that he was worried to.

- I'm fine Tom. But my head hurts a little. Are you okay?

- I'm great. I will tell the others that you feel fine. They have been crazy! I'm happy that you are okay. He walked out again and i felt how tired i was.

- You need to sleep honey, Bill said. I can see that you are tired.

- Do you stay here with me?

- Of course. Sleep now, i'm here with you. I closed my eyes and a few minutes later i was asleep.

Bill

I felt so bad. Not because i was tired or looked like crap, but i felt like i was a bad person. I ruined her life. When i watched her, i could see that she wanted to go out and feel free. But just because she was my girlfriend, it was impossible. What was i doing? She couldn't be with me. She deserved so much better than this. All this fan-hate, crazy paparazzis and not being able to go out was to much for her. I could live with it, but not her. I knew that her life was bad when she was with me. I had to save her. And i knew how. But when i realized what i had to do, i started to cry. I fell down on her body, shaking and crying so much.

- I'm sorry honey, i really are. The best thing to do right now was to leave, but i couldn't do it. I had to wait for her.

Me

I felt something on my body. It woke me up, i opened my eyes. Bill was laying on me and he cried.

- Bill what's wrong? i said and i sat up. He didn't say anything and i got worried. Bill what is it? i said again, higher this time. He stopped crying and looked me in my eyes.

- Baby...his intonation scared me. He never spoked like that. I didn't know what to say or do. But he started to talk again.

- I'm so sorry for what i have done, he said. I ruin everything for you. You can't go out on the street, you can't do anything without getting hate and that is only my fault. You are worth more than this. I...i...

He looked at me. I couldn't breathe. What was he saying?

- I can't be with you. We... we need to split up.

Bill

She stared at me with her eyes wide open. She didn't breathe and i felt terrible. I would hurt her again by screwing up her life. But this had to be done. I wasn't good for her. But suddenly she just breaked down. She cried and i started to cry to.

- Why Bill? Why? I love you and i wanna be with you! I don't care about all this around us, i just wanna live with you! I couldn't hear those kind of stuffs right now, i had to stop her.

- Please, listen to me. I'm not breaking up with you because i don't love you, i love you to the end of the world and i will never love anyone else this much! But can't you see it? I'm destroying your life! Everything is my fault and you deserve a better guy than me!

- No that's not true! Please Bill, just stop! She started to cry even more.

- Honey...i can't. I destroy your life! I love you so much...but i can't do this anymore.

I leaned over her and gave her a last kiss. I'm so sorry honey. Forgive me, please. I will always love you.

And with those words i left the room. I felt like my heart was bleeding. My tears was falling and falling and i didn't do anything to stop them.

Part 3 - The Fame

Me

I woke up next to Bill and the sun was shining trough our bedroom window. Bill was still sleeping and had his arms around me. When i looked at him it reminded me that he was feeling better. One month ago all of the guys were so tired of everything that had to do with fame. The break was well needed, i was so happy that they were less stressed out.

I slowly tried to raise up from the bed and take away Bill's arms that was wrapped around me, without waking him up. I came into the living room i saw Hannah, Gustav's girlfriend. She is so cute, short, thin and blonde. She and Gustav looked simply perfect next to each other.
- Goodmorning, she said and smiled a big happy smile. She raised up from the couch, opened up her arms and gave me a big hug. I miss you, it was so long ago since i saw you! she filled in.
- Hey darling! i screamed. We sat down in the couch together.

- How are you doing? she asked me. We hadn't talked for a long time. I didn't know if she knew about the rumor with Bill hitting me, so i explained it for her. She looked upset.

- That's horrible! How can a person come up with something like that? Was it really a fan? We talked about it for a long time.

- I don't know why the fans are making up rumors. I guess they want us to split us up. I looked down on the floor. Hannah stroked my back. She was so kind. I realized that the fans only made up rumors about me and Bill. Georg's girlfriend Emelie and Tom's girlfriend Jessica was accepted. But not me.

- Are you okay honey? She looked at me. I could see that she was worried.

- I'm fine. She could see that i didn't want to talk about it anymore so she said:

- I have an idea. Do you wanna go out with all the guys, Jess and Emelie? We could go out and eat and just relax. Forget about everything for a while. Do you wanna do that? I smiled.

- Of course! Great idea. We can tell the guys when they wake up.

Bill

I was totally exhausted. I opened up my sleepy eyes and looked around. I saw that she wasn't in bed with me. I jumped up and run out from the bedroom. For some reason i just wanted to be close to her, all the time. She was in the livingroom with Hannah. When she saw me, she smiled so big and she gave me a hug. I hugged her like we had been away from each other for months.

- Baby are you okay? she asked me.
- Yes, i just woke up and he first thing i thought was to be close to you.
I smiled to him.
- I'm right here.
She hugged me harder, took my hand and we went into the kitchen where Tom, Jessica, Gustav, Hannah, Georg and Emelie were preparing big breakfast.
- Goodmorning, everyone said.
I liked to be around all of them. They were not just my friends, they were my family. I could trust them to the fullest.
- Goodmorning, we answered and smiled.

I saw how Emelie were sitting in Georg's lap and they were cuddling. Jessica and Tom started to make a little bit fun of me and my babe. I could see how they were whispering to each other.

- ... they are so cute, glued to each other.
Tom came closer to me and pulled me out in the hallway.

- There's just something i have to tell you, Tom said.
I looked at him with a surprised sight.
- It's nothing serious, he laughed. I just have to tell you that the girl you found is perfect for you. You look so happy together. For the first time in years i can see you smile and laugh genuinly.
- You don't know how much that means to me, i said and we hugged each other.

When we came back into the kitchen everybody seemed very excited and talked about later tonight. We were going out on a restaurant for dinner, all together, just like the good old times. All the girls were talking about what they were going to wear, it was hilarious to listen to. We were all guys laughing to togehter, it felt wonderful to laugh.

Me

We were standing in front of the mirror, doing our make up and hair at the same time. The guys were calling for us down there.
- HURRY UP!

- We're done soon, we said a giggled, since we all knew that it was not that soon.
We ran down the stairs together, our men were standing there in a row and all looked so handsome. Each one of them took their us in the hand and give he little kiss on our cheek. Outside there was waiting a black, fancy limousine. They opened the door for us like real gentlemen. In the limousine they poured up champagne for us. I never really liked champagne, but i still drank it. Sometimes i did. I made a stupid face when i was drinking because i really didn't like it, Bill started to laugh and told me that i was so cute.

Bill

We arrived to the restaurant. I was quite worried that there would show up tons of paparzzis but it was so calm. We went in there, it was so beautiful. Roses and living candles everywhere, just like it loved it. We were sitting and talking, laughing and telling stories by the table. Mostly we were talking memories, Devilish. How small we were, it wasn't that long ago. How fast we developed, that our fame came so fast. Then we started to talk about what was happening, right here, right now. I turned my head around to my liebe.
- You're my future.
She looked at me and her eyes were smiling just as much as her lips. She leaned over and gave me a kiss. I started to play a bit with her fingers.
- Stop making love by the table, Tom said.
Ofcourse it was a joke. Tom is always making up jokes.
- Shut up, i said and gave him a little smile.

When dinner was over, we were so full of food. Drunk too, but happy. Life was feeling wonderful.

Me

When we came out from the safe door, out to the big world, the fresh and chilly nightair hitted us like a wall. Bill's arms instantly were wrapped around me. I could always feel safe with Bill, that's one of things i love. We had a little bit of way to walk to the limousine. We came to a street where there were lots of trees. The stars were shining like never before and the moon was so big in the honour of us.

Something happened. The stars who were shining suddenly went grey, the moon fell down and our laughs went quiet. Bill seemed annoyed. I couldn't understand why.
- Come, he said and took my hand.
He started to run a little bit. I turned my head around just to see what we all were running away from. After us i saw paparazzis. Not 1 or 2 or 3. It was hundreds of them. They started to run too. I got panic. They came closer up to us, pushed up microphones in our heads i tried to make us answer questions:
- Bill, i've heard that you've been hitting your girlfriend a lot lately, any comments?
Panic started to reach me.
- Tom, what about this girl? Another laid? You can't be serious in a relationship, right?
I felt like i was going to trow up.
- Gustav, your girlfriend looks like your daughter, she's so small. Shouldn't you be having someone taller?

I were about to trow up.
- Georg, what's going on? Why didn't you show your girlfriend to the world yet?
Cameras was being pushed up Emelie's head. She tried to push them away.
Now i wasn't just feeling like i was going to throw up.
I was throwing up. In the bushes.
The last thing i remeber was Bill's worried face over me screaming:
- What's going on baby? Answer me.
Everything went black.

Brand NEW Interview with Bill Kaulitz & Tom Kaulitz - Radio FM TU [103.7], Mexico

TRANSLATION

We have promised and now they are on the phone - Tom and Bill!! Hi guys!
Bill & Tom: Hi!

When did you decide to come to Monterrey (Mexico)?
Bill: We had already planned it a long time ago to play a Southamerica-Tour. So we are very happy, that we could finally managed it and that we are able to make it. We are really happy to see our fans and to play an own tour there. We are so pleased, that it worked out.
Now you are a succesful band, but we have to remember that there was a time, when you played only in front of 500 people...now you play in front of thousands.
Bill: I think, this is the special thing for us as a band. We are a band since 10 years and expierenced everything together. And that's the beauty of it, we know both sides. To play in little clubs and being not succesful and the other side. And that makes us proud and we enjoy it, that we are able to go on tour on a different continent, unbelievable.

It must be very special for you guys, to play at exotic venues. Tell me, how was it like to play in front of more than 500.000 people at the Eiffel-Tower?
Bill: That was the most exciting point in our carrier. I guess that had been the most amount of people I ever saw. It was an incredible moment for us as a band. The scenery in front of the Eiffel-Tower. It was unique...a moment, that we as a band will always remember.

Tell me, where do you want to play and have never been before?
Tom: In Tokyo...and this dream will come true shortly, because in December we will fly to Tokyo.

Bill: And we would love to be the first band, to play on a different planet...somewhere. We really want to travel into the univers and play somewhere on a different planet.

This is not your first time in Latin America, you have already been in Mexico, but what are you thinking when you hear the word "Mexico"?

Tom: I remember of course awesome signing sessions, a lot of energy and we have only good expierences so far. Until now, we have been only in Mexico-City. We had great performances and we have of course very energetic fans...super.
Tell me which part do you enjoy the most during the performance at a concert?

Bill: The best moment is, when you go on stage, see for the first time the audience, how many people are there, and have the first contact to the audience. That's the moment I am looking forward in the evening. And of course it's wonderful, if all the people...you know that all the people are singing along. That are the most beautiful moments. But if you go on stage and have the first view, that's most special.Finally, I would like to ask you...many European bands have the dream to conquer America. Is it also your dream? Is it important for you to conquer America?
Bill: It's very difficult, especially as a German band it is unbelievable difficult to establish yourself in America...yes, to start in someway. But we had already some great concerts overthere, we have been on tour two times...but it is of course the biggest challenge for a German band to get famous in America.
So, to finish the interview... What can we expect in Monterrey on November 30th, when the lights turn off and the music of Tokio Hotel starts?
Bill: Of course we bring our show with us, that means...we are still on tour with "Welcome To Humanoid City". That's the focus. We pack a bit of our production, costumes and for sure the same setlist as it was for the European tour and we are really looking forward...I believe, it's going to be an energetic show.

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Voting Fanaction, Tokio Hotel - 'Best World Stage Performance' MTV EMA's 2010

We've planned a NEW voting fanaction among the Aliens together with @THFansNow_4ever @Twitter and @THBrazil @Twitter. The point with this fanaction is that ALL Aliens will vote at the same time for Tokio Hotel as 'Best World Stage Performance' for the MTV EMAs 2010 so we can make them win!

As we all know the results was supposed to be presented online but now it's changed so it will be presented LIVE, another reason to VOTE, VOTE, VOTE.

We fixed a Worldwide Time Clock so you know when the fanaction is starting in YOUR country. Read here to find out; http://bit.ly/9gmow1

Here's a link for VOTING; http://bit.ly/rRyzo You can vote 100 times per country & when you did you can switch country.

Read more about the fanaction here; http://on.fb.me/caa1FH

If you have any other questions about the fanaction you can contact one of us on;
www.twitter.com/PlanetTokio
www.twitter.com/THBrazil
or
www.twitter.com/THFansNow_4Ever

Go Aliens! ♥

Song Of The Day - Week 41

Attention - Tokio Hotel. I just can't stop loving this song. Everytime i hear it i believe in every word Bill is singing. Perfect! What part do you guys like the most about this song?

Video Of The Day - Week 41

Bill playing with his piercing! Just continue, if killing us all is what you want...

Pic Of The Day - Week 41

Bill's necklace, which he is wearing all the time now. It was going on lots of speculations who's picture it was in it & that it maybe was a pic of a new girl. In a recent mini- interview with BILD, Germany he told that it was a picture of his mom! How cute ♥

Part 2 - The Fame

Me

I was walking in the store with my bodyguard. I hated that i couldn't go out without a bodyguard anymore, each time Bill and i talked about it he looked so guilty. He didn't want the bodyguard for me since i was limited, but at the same time he wouldn't let anything happen to me. I was out just to buy some sour candies for me and Bill for tonight and accidently passed the corner filled with gossip magazines. The headline on one of the covers really shocked me; BILL KAULITZ HITTED HIS GIRLFRIEND??!! I walked up closer to the magazine and took it in my hands, opened it up and started to read "It started as a twitter rumor and now it's reality". The article totally suprised me. Bill would never hit me. Who made up this terrible things? I bought the magazine and ran home, where i was safe from this horrible world.

Bill

I was watching TV and everything was quiet and peaceful. Suddenly she smashed up the door and ran into the hall with messy hair.
- Look! she screamed and held up a magazine. She was clearly upset.
I took it in my hands and skimmed through the text. The more i red, the more hurt i was.
- It's okay, i can take it. I'm used to it.
But i was a terrible liar. She could see that i was extremly hurt by the rumor. I would never do anything close to hitting her.
- I'm going to bed. I can't be up right now. I'm up early tomorrow, i said.
She could see tears in my eyes for sure.

Me

He walked to our bedroom and looked upset . I was so pissed at the people who made up this stupid rumor and made the whole world believe in it. Since i knew that Bill wanted to be alone, i tried to think about something else to do. I turned on my laptop before making myself a big cup of tea. I quickly signed in to twitter just to have something to do. Every Tokio Hotel fan seemed to talk about the rumor, wether it was true or not. Then i saw a tweet that truly made me think. It was from a male fan who wrote; "Dear fans, don't believe in the rumors. They are all so fake. It was a Bill Kaulitz obsessed girl that made up the recent rumor a month ago, it didn't get any attention though.. until now". He also tweeted this girls username, i clicked it and saw her profile. She didn't tweet for a month. Her first tweet of all was that Bill hitted me and i totally deserved it. I felt so anrgy, signed out, turned off my laptop and went to our bedroom were all the lights were shutted off.

Bill

I loved the darkness, but tonight it was impossible for me to sleep. I could hear her small little feet walking into the room. I decided to pretend that i was sleeping. She shaked me softly to see if i was asleep yet. I opened my eyes and looked at her:
- What is it?
- Baby, i know who came up with the rumor.
She caught my attention with that sentence.
- It was a fan.
I couldn not believe my ears. I was so shocked.
- Why would a fan do that? I could understand if it was a magazine, but...a fan? That fan obviously don't want the best for me and the guys.
I was unable to say anything else. She opened up her beautiful arms and i fell into them. She held them around me and gave me a long and a warm hug. I felt so secure and in that moment i could really feel that she was the one for me. I loved her, she said it before me though.
- I love you, Bill.
No one could smile more beautiful than her.
- I love you and i always will, i said and gave her cheek a little kiss.

Me

He totally had enough of this shit. Even though it was in the middle of the night he logged on all their official sites: facebook, twitter and myspace. This was the first time that he was going to write something in person. his message sound like this:
"As you all know it's a lot of rumors going on. Please, don't believe in them. You will only make it worse for yourself, us in the band and the rest of the fandom. You wouldn't want that to happen, right? Thanks for your love and support. - Bill"
He clicked the buttons 'post' and 'sign out' and took my hand and we went to the bedroom. Tomorrow was a big day, Bill was going to do a fashion job. Tonight was a wonderful night, we fell asleep in each others arms. I had really missed those moments. Everything was wonderful for now, but tomorrow was about to get worse than today. This fame was going to break us down, piece by piece.

Part 1 - The Fame

Bill

- You have to go now, you don't have the time to stay! She started to push me away, not in a mean way though.

- Okay, you'll stay here, right? I said.

- Of course. I will wait for you and watch the concert on TV!

- Okay, bye baby. I gave her a last kiss and then i run out from the house with Tom, Gustav and Georg. We jumped into the car and drove away, away from the house and my love, to the concert so we could perform for our fans.

- It's okay Bill. Don't worry. We will be home again soon! Tom looked at me. He could always read my mind. Sometimes it was a little scary.

- I know. But i will miss her.
I couldn't stop thinking about her. She was in my mind all the time. And even if i loved to perform for the fans i would actually prefer to be with her right now. I closed my eyes. I missed her already, but i knew that she would watch me sing and cheer for me.

Me

I had promised Bill to watch him and of course i was going to do it. But i just had to check twitter. I turned on the computer and logged in. No one of Tokio Hotel's fans knew i had twitter. I was just pretending to be a normal fan. Bill had showed me to the world on Europe Music Awards. He had his arm around my waist and he smiled his big beautiful smile. I could tell that he was happy, just like i was. But i had no idea what the fans thought about me. I searched my name. The comments about me wasn't nice at all, but i expected it.
THAT SLUTTY UGLY BITCH SHOULD GO AND HANG HERSELF was one of the "nice" comments. I looked more. SHE LOOKS LIKE A BIG FAT WHORE AND SHE IS FUCKING DISGUSTING was another one. I realized that i was shaking. Then i saw something that made me really angry THE BITCH IS JUST USING BILL TO BECOME FAMOUS, I HATE HER! SHE MADE BILL BLIND, UGLY HOE! I couldn't watch more. I turned of the computer. I knew that the fans hated me. But for some reason they could accept Georg, Gustav and Tom's girlfriends. I felt like a victim. The fans didn't have to love me, but why were they so mean? They didn't know me, so how could i be bitch? And all i was wearing was a little black dress at the red carpet, not wasn't slutty at all. Bill said the same night that i looked awesome. The thing that made me really pissed of was that they said that i was using Bill for fame. I didn't want fame. I loved Bill and wanted to share my life with him. Would they ever understand?

I turned on the TV instead and changed to MTV, where they were going to show the guys concert live. The fans were screaming for their life. In that moment i felt like i just wanted to stand there with them and scream. But i couldn't go out alone anymore. Bill was really scared that something was going to happen to me. So i sat there and watched. Evertyhing turned black. Then i could hear the intro for "Noise". The fans started to jump up and down. Suddenly the guys came out on stage and the fans screamed, cried and jumped, everything at the same time. I could feel their energy and got so happy to see it. The guy on the stage, that was singing and smiling was mine. He was my boyfriend!

Bill

All the fans were screaming so loud. I could feel that they loved being here and so did i. When the concert was over i screamed out loud "I love you Aliens! Thank you for everything you do for us"! They screamed so much that i almost had to put my hands over my ears. We left the stage and we drove back home. Everybody was running up so we could say hi to our loves. We had a little fight in the stairs and we just pushed down each other. When Tom pulled my shirt i got crazy and pulled back. We came in the house and i saw my love running up to me. She jumped on me and i gave her a huge hug.

- I love love love love love you! She screamed.
- I love love love love love you to! I screamed back. I was so happy with her. I couldn't live without here.

Me

I hugged him. I was so happy. I knew that with him i could go through anything! Bill was mine and i was his. We would love each other forever. I should have know that things weren't going to be so perfect. Not for too long.

41 NEW Avatars of Bill Kaulitz from his visit in Paris [05.- 06.10.2010]